Habitually So

Up late again. Have to work two jobs tomorrow. Should be sleep but oh well...

I'm on Imeem listenin to the Renaissance by Q Tip. I love good Musik. His voice & his rhymes take me to another place. As an artist, he is absolutely intriguing. So far I'm stuck on his single 'Gettin Up.'

http://www.imeem.com/people/YEzqneG/playlist/5v4B sE9W/the_renaissance_qtip2008_music_playlist/

I want to clean up our Room. I'm not a neat freak. But I like order. There should always be some sense of order among chaos. So basically, I don't care if TheGuy has a pile of clothes in the corner, so long as he can find his things. We watched this movie recently titled Chaos with Jason Stratham, Wesley Snipes, and Ryan Phillippe. The movie was really good, but most interesting was the incorporation of the Chaos Theory. I guess I'll run into it at some point since I am a Socy major...Anyway, the theory simply states that things that may seem chaotic are in fact deterministic events and therefore orderly in some way, although they don't seem so. I understand the concept for the most part. I believe it too. Things in life may seem totally random but they're definitely apart of some larger plan orchestrated by some magnificent being. Plans are deterministic. For the most part. I know my plans never go through the way I want them to, but then again, I'm not an omniscient being.

Earlier today I went out with TheGuy and Fam. We went to Georgetown a major shopping area for those with major money. Bought some cloves and Midnight Dreams at a cigar shop. Never been in one before so we were totally overwhelmed by the smoke filled store. Decided I wanted to pick up a habit to relieve stress. I want something I can afford to do as often as possible (because I get stressed out alot!) that won't harm my health, or that I will get tired of, etc. Smoking obviously is not that answer. But I have the smokes none the less. I'll let you know how/if they work. The cloves actually are a gift for my uncle. On the same note I have tried and wanted to stick with hookah. There is just something about a nice hookah bar with big, fluffy pillows, chai teas, and long lists of hookah flavors...But I want something I can do at home and I doubt it if my MNL would let me smoke hookah in her crib. Anywho, what about yoga? I don't know anyone who does it. My uncle is big on meditation. I could try that (much stress on the 'could' part). Meditating takes time and patience, two things I'm starting to have less and less of. I need suggestions big time! Actually I guess at times like this I could be meditating or reflecting or something...

It's about that time. I'm gonna mellow out to the Renaissance for the rest of the night. Sweet Dreams.